Cue the Jeopardy Music

I HATE waiting... The Jeopardy music has been playing in my head non-stop for the last couple of weeks. I just want to know what's going on!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really want to go to school this Fall, but IF I am going to get in, I need to know ASAP so I can apply for my visa and for financial aid. That could take forever... So I just sit around waiting, slowly being driven insane by the blasted Jeapardy music. At least if I really do go crazy, I'll get to meet the nice men in white jackets. And I will get to spend time in a nicely padded room. I bet it would be quiet in there. I could use some quiet... Although, the quiet might not help get the stupid song out of my head. In fact it would probably just make it easier to hear the wretched song... I changed my mind, no padded room! Please, if I go crazy, put me in a public ward with LOTS of noise and bother.



Changing the subject... I wonder if I could pull off everything I need to get done, if I get accepted for this Fall... I mean, IF I get in, it would be a total God thing anyway. The deadline for this Fall was a couple of months ago, so getting accepted late, will be a miracle. So I know that God would help sort out all the details. It just seems rather daunting. hmmmm.

Slacker

Yeah, I know. It's been awhile. I'm slacking. Sorry. Life has been... Interesting...

As of my last post, a lot has changed in my life. The biggest thing being, that my friend, Ben, returned to the UK. He left a week ago today. It's been rough, and has occupied a lot of my mind lately, which is why I haven't written.

On the school front, well, I'm waiting. As of this morning, my application is still under consideration. I have no idea when the school will make a decision, and that is driving me crazy. If I knew when I'd hear, whatever the answer, I could cope a lot better. Not knowing has always bugged me, and with something this important, it's nearly making me completely insane. Yuck... I hate uncertainty, but then, who enjoys it, really? I mean, it's always easier to deal with whatever life throws at you, once it happens. That's been my experience anyway.

So, I don't really have anything to report at the moment. But I'll write as soon as I know anything.

A Sense of Accomplishment

Yay for me!!!!!!!!!! I did it! I actually finished and submitted my application for school in England! Happy dance! (I really did do a happy dance!) My information will be processed in the next couple of days...





Ok, now I'm freaking out a little! I can't believe I just applied for university... In ENGLAND! What's wrong with me? What made me think I could do something like that? Seriously! This brand of boldness is so not like me... Or, the old me I guess.





Ok, I've stopped freaking out, for the moment. How come there's never anybody to hug at moment like this? I'm gonna go find someone.





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Ok, hugs done! :-D Eek! My heart is racing with excitement! I can hardly sit in my chair! Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry to just flip out at you on this post, but there is little else I'm capable of at the moment! I can't honestly remember ever being this excited in my life. The time I visited the house in England they used for Mr. Darcy's house, Pemberly, comes close though! hahahahahaha!